Conversation

I have not blogged in a while. I have been out of touch with the internet, but now I can copy some things from my journal. I will start with Wednesday July 21. I went to the beach for sunrise at 5:30 am. It was awesome. Dolphins swimming a hundred feet off shore or so. I got video of them! Then I said:
God, this is beautiful, but remember how You talked to me in Florida about the ocean and how much it is like Your love?

God: Yes. I told you how I am always reaching for you to come in. Pulling you toward my love.

Missy: I dont feel as close to You now as I did then.

God: You are closer. Remember how you needed to feel me all around you then because of all you were going through? It was like I had to crash into you with waves of My love because you were hurting so much and were so afraid that you stayed close to shore. The waves of My love were crashing, pulling and pushing. But now you are way out in the deep and dyou only feel a gentle rocking. You've been in the deep so long that you dont even realize how deep you are. I no longer pull you out and push you in. You stay in the deeep. After you get past the pushing and pulling, you gently get pulled deeper and deeper. Really, once you are in over your head it really doesnt matter how deep you are, drowning is possible. even thouh you roll with the waves of my love, you no longer feel the strong pulse of pushing, pulling, crashing and knocking you down. You can relax in the quiet peacefulness of pulsating waters. They are glorious reflecting waters that portray me. I and my love are the ocean. As you see the sunrise the water and light are one until the sun pops up over the water, then it is attached to the water by the long thin line of reflective rope and rays that take it from the sky to beach. Water reflecting the lightof the sun always a bright tether holding us together. Your sins are erased as you wash in My love, like footprints on the sand are gone with the next wave. Love is not always kind and gentle, but it is for you right now. I love you so much.

Missy; I love You, too.

God: Yes, you do!